Posted by ChicagoKat on January 18, 2013, at 16:37:49
tensor's post just a bit above mine has really made me think. it's made me wish that they could truly, truly come out with a new class of drugs to treat depression that worked well even in trd cases. right now i've got my Ritalin and that keeps me going, but of course it doesn't make me feel ok all the time. I still wake up feeling scared, sad, alone; just plain devastated. the only thing that gets me out of bed is the thought that i can go take my Ritalin. Makes me feel like i'm an experimental mouse heading for the cheese reward. Then there are the between times - long release products give me too much anxiety. and lastly, there are the end of day times, like now. i want to take another Ritalin soooo bad, but i know if i do, i won't sleep tonight, and i'll feel even worse tomorrow.
i just wish so much that there was an antidepressant i could take that would work for me continually, so i could have some real, complete relief.
how i miss the days when Prozac worked like a miracle for me.
Ive got a really bad disease
Its got me begging on my hands and knees
So take me to emergency
Cause somethin seems to be missing
Somebody take the pain away
Its like an ulcer bleeding in my brain