Posted by rjlockhart04-08 on July 4, 2012, at 23:40:41
In reply to Re: Pessimistic and Pale looking » rjlockhart04-08, posted by SLS on July 4, 2012, at 19:58:54
Yea...thanks scott for your post again, i actaully have depression i've been diagnosed with it multiple times but the root cause of it happening is because my mind is slow at processing things....even how intelligent i write these posts, if you would see me in real life and see how long it takes me to understand a joke...or do simple things that people could figure out in vary little amount of time...maybe, but really its mixed depression with some dissociation which was personally chosen by me to numb out reality. Methamphetamine makes me feel like i enjoy life...and can do anything I put my mind too...it gives you that feeling that you just want to continually be aggressive in solving a problem...its due to the high amounts of dopamine being released and reuptaked too...when it wears off you lose your superconfidence ablitites.
Hypothyroidism? ok yea...that is a good point...i havent thought about that...thanks!!
listen, all this anxiety and this depression is from a mental defieciny with not being able to do things normally, or doing things in a slow and bizarre manner...that's just who I am...i do things diffrent.
anyways thanks for posting...
I am not a scholar but I do understand distress.
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