Posted by SLS on July 4, 2012, at 0:58:28
In reply to Pessimistic and Pale looking, posted by rjlockhart04-08 on July 3, 2012, at 20:47:54
You are a hell of a lot more intelligent than you portray yourself as being. However, you are also a hell of a lot more of a drug addict than you seem able to recognize. You might not be able to do much about any affective disorder you currently suffer from, but you can do things about the way your psyche operates and the behavioral loops you find yourself caught up in. In my estimation, you need intense psychotherapy and drug addiction remediation. Perhaps NA would work for you, as you seem to be interested in spirituality and the role that a higher power can play in people's lives. 12-step programs aren't for everyone, though. If it isn't the right fit for you, there are plenty of other drug-addiction counselors out there, including MICA programs.
Some see things as they are and ask why.
I dream of things that never were and ask why not.
- George Bernard Shaw