Posted by Christ_empowered on May 20, 2012, at 22:10:15
Seriously. I started having severe depression and OCD-ish probs at 11. Voices at 16. So embarassed about my whole life! Its just now getting better.
Doesn't help that I was (as expected) the laughing stock of just about every place I lived. Now, I'm relatively sane, lucid, all that...but man! The shame! The guilt! The wasted opportunities!
To my credit, I had probs with neuroleptics, probs with shrinks DX'ing personality disorders and disregarding the psychosis, and probs with Rx pill addiction.
Now that I'm lucid, I get these weird flash backs to when I was crazy the vapid, stupid sh*t I used to do. Also, I think going crazy at an early age stunted my maturation a good bit.
Ugh! What do I do?