Posted by rjlockhart04-08 on April 20, 2012, at 0:16:56
I read it over and did some big changes, but still I read it again and I repeated statements even after I edited it. No one can relate to my issues, and no matter how hard I try, I have a pattern of failure. I'm not really an aggressive person because when someone makes insults to me, i don't say anything back and just sit there and try to tune it out. My friends and my past family said all these flattery statements that ment nothing. I am the scapegoat of all time, alot of people I have met insult me for the fun it to get pleasure, and you of course I have had dark thoughts, but the way to combat these people is to have witty insults back to them. I can't think fast enough to achieve this, and this is why I loathe my Idenity.
Anyways, I am still in the process of finding a better way of life.