Posted by zonked on September 30, 2011, at 12:16:07
I don't feel that great today..
Wednesday, I scored a job interview, and aced it; pending a background check. There are caveats though, I might fail the BG check because of some non-misdemeanor things I did when I wasn't well; all have been appeared for, reduced to infractions or dismissed.
Also, if I get this job, I'll have to commute on two metro systems, 1.5hrs each way. I am not a morning person...
So yesterday morning, I had all this weighing in on me and instead of taking my meds I barely got out of bed. It wasn't like I deliberately decided to not take them... I just buried my head in the sand, I think.
Bad. I slept off and on all day and all night. This morning I took them but it will take my body a bit to readjust to how I was feeling... and consider how my life might change. Can I handle leaving at 6:30ish and returning home around 7pm?
My dad thinks I can. I don't think I can stop the "what if" thinking, the best I can do is ride it through until I know definite answers.
I am pretty sure I didn't destroy my response even though I didn't take a single med yesterday.
-z
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