Posted by Conundrum on December 29, 2010, at 16:08:59
Its just so unbearable. I have literally no interest in anything. On xmas eve my cousins and I were playing guitar hero, and I thought it would be fun to play my electric guitar while they played the game, so I got it out and tried to play some of the songs.
I forced myself to learn a new song on guitar and I didn't get any good feelings from it. I remember I used to get such excitement from playing music and performing and now I get none. I'm waiting for prozac to kick in, which partially helps. Also I will be starting a job next week, so that should keep me occupied and force me not to dwell on how terrible my "life" has become.I recently failed to respond to adderall and I'm starting to worry that there is no real help for my problem. :(
I lost myself
Complaints: post-SSRI problems: anhedonia, memory and concentration problems, sexual dysfunction. )
Country:USA
Currently taking SAM-e 1200mgs
poster:Conundrum
thread:975164
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