Posted by Maxime on December 17, 2010, at 20:04:19
In reply to Re: I feel like I need an x-mas cocktail » Maxime, posted by PartlyCloudy on December 17, 2010, at 7:21:41
Thank you PC. This is probably the worse I have been at Christmas. Mainly because I wasn't doing very well to begin with. I feel like I am going to have a break down. I really don't want that to happen. I DO NOT want to end up in the hospital.
I feel like I am going to snap which is a scary feeling. I know A LOT of people feel this way this time of year, so I know I am not alone. And yet I am alone.
Today was my last day of work until January. I am scared that I am going to stay in bed a lot. That's not very productive. Although I am tired of being productive.
Just really, really, really depressed and tired.
Bipolar Type 2, ED-NOS, Self-hatred
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Being happy doesn´t mean the pain is gone. you just bury it deeper.
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