america

Posted by Hunk20 on June 23, 2010, at 12:53:14

In reply to Re: Safety, posted by Hunk20 on June 18, 2010, at 14:00:30

So now i will talk to my father to let me go.. let me live the live that i have chosen for myself.
Life in america.. therapy with that therapist and an simple JOB.
Good friends and a cute girlfriend.
It sounds easy but in germany its not possible for me.. im kind of turning back to the old person.. the false person. Maybe i have to start pretending again and hold the pain in order to go back. One last time in my life pretending everything is ok.
I assume that "false self" state is the prevalent state in germany. No freedom at all. Just look at WW2. Angst, hatred, authority, lack of emotions...
both symptom and cause of HORRIBLE parenthood.
Wish me luck that i get outta here.

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NARDIL (Phenelzine) 4 weeks in Hunk20 5/8/10
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Re: what to do? Hunk20 6/14/10
true self=inner child? Hunk20 6/14/10
Re: true self=inner child? » Hunk20 Phillipa 6/14/10
Re: true self=inner child? Hunk20 6/15/10
Re: true self=inner child? » Hunk20 SLS 6/15/10
Scott Hunk20 6/15/10
Re: switch me from nardil to parnate europerep 6/15/10
Safety Hunk20 6/15/10
Re: Safety violette 6/15/10
Re: Safety Phillipa 6/15/10
Re: Safety Hunk20 6/18/10
Re: Safety » Hunk20 Phillipa 6/18/10
america Hunk20 6/23/10
Redirect: america Dr. Bob 6/25/10
Hunk is back Hunk20 7/14/10
Re: Hunk is back » Hunk20 Phillipa 7/14/10
Plans Hunk20 7/19/10
Thank You! Hunk20 9/5/10
Re: Thank You! » Hunk20 Phillipa 9/5/10
Re: Thank You! violette 9/6/10
Re: Thank You! » Hunk20 SLS 9/6/10
Re: Thank You! Hunk20 9/6/10
Re: Thank You! » Hunk20 Phillipa 9/6/10
Phillipa Hunk20 9/7/10
Re: Phillipa » Hunk20 Phillipa 9/7/10
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