Posted by yxibow on September 15, 2009, at 16:01:43
In reply to i really feel bad right now, i just had sex, posted by Jeroen on September 15, 2009, at 13:34:25
> i really feel bad right now, i just had sex
> my tics are worse in my eye, depression and psychosis are increased
> why is this happening to me? i'm so sad
I thought you were still in the hospital? You're in an outpatient clinic?
Or do you mean masturbation? Anyhow my point will be somewhat irrelevant.
I think not having such pleasure for such a long time what you are experiencing is a delayed reaction to something you should experience and have missed very much.
The tears are natural.. the feelings are natural, its a psychological reaction to what you feel about yourself and your illness and how it has probably defined your life for these years instead of being only an aspect of yourself.
I hate to sound counter intuitive or strange about this, but your response is actually a good thing in a way -- it shows your humanity and that you do have feelings and desires.
These effects that you have, they will subside... the best thing is not to obsess about them and to just for better or worse stay with the feeling of what seems like something positive.
I mean I can't say anything for sure because I don't know the circumstances but I have a pretty good idea that this is what is bothering you.