Posted by manic 666 on July 27, 2009, at 3:50:33
In reply to Re: Need bipolar peoples input please, posted by chumbawumba on July 26, 2009, at 21:43:34
phil im not bipola. just crazy hence my forum name ,i didnt have to think of a name i aready new one,the 666 devil sigh would scare the sh*t out most but hey not me, people turn to god as a last resort in illness ,why dont he help if he is that good , 666 means i dont care , flat line i tell you there is f*** all out there, only cold an dark. no body waveing you into paradice.my overdose was caused by doctor error big time,my flat line by brandy an vodka error my fault, my way off getting out of a magor crisis , was i thought this is going to be a big one, i no when there comming an last for weeks or even years in total meltdown. i thought like you im going to be put on the ad trail, give me a pin ,stick it in a page of ad,s an try that one, my plan went into action no help hospital ,up the ativan take a drink,wwwwwwwwwwow good plan on planets with barbrella every mans dream.got to stop at some level as running out of ativan i had stored for years ,now on ten no benifit, so bottle brandy,hello miss fonda im back , but not for long reached my limit only death on this cocktail , i had no ad,s,at that time,still waiting for nut hospital appointment,now what do i do ive had the fun bit an its bit me in the balls,now nobody on this planet can visualise the pain im obout to enter , now at my limit the only way is down ,i started fighting with my family banging my head on the wall the lot, taken by family to hospital , by the way they had no idea of my drink an med blitz, i thought i would go out rock star style,the rest is wrote in the arcives obout being in hospital an the stopping dead my ativan vodka an brandy,an sh*t docs , i came out of that scarred behond belief , but phil im hear talking to you, well the half thats left of me,an still on ad,s an the ativan the gp gave me back they dont even try to get me off ativan now, them an me near on killed me, that why security hangs roung at the mental hospital when i go , i have so much anger with the sh*t heads i carnt hold it in, but i need an ad even if i dont want it think about it, stay safe my buddy
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