Posted by sam K on December 28, 2008, at 23:14:50
I feel lonely....lonely lonely lonely. I've isolated myself for so long. I see my family and stuff, but I just cant get out with friends. Theres just this huge fear. I need to get over it..... blah meh ah poo shite. I want to laugh with them and play video games and fun stuff. Ive created so much avoident behaviors. Its like stepping to the next stone in life and I feel liek im dying. Its like something wants to stay because it will hurt.
Good news though, getting over my eating disorder and am taking 10 mg lexapro. Working good too. I still feel crappy and sad after working out though.
I took benedryl like 20 minutes ago and I think Im feelin a bit mopey/sad.
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