Posted by g_g_g_unit on December 20, 2008, at 8:50:29
hi. any advice please? have been suffering from extreme anhedonia (superimposed onto OCD) for the past couple of weeks. nothing can breathe wind into my sails. have completely destroyed a relationship with a girl because i am so emotionally constricted and un-fun to be around right now. seems to have risen out of nowhere? i am normally highly anxious/motivated/socially-orientated but lately have been feeling completely empty. a 2 year cycling of various SSRI's is the only cause i can think of? tried to drink myself into a stupor but even alcohol can't generate feeling in me right now. i've ordered deprenyl because it feels like a dopamine deficiency but am scared to mess with that system? can't hospitalize myself because i'd rather my parents didn't know. my pdoc is back on the 13th of January, having promised a nardil trial, yet waiting for the next 4 weeks feels unbearable. please help. should i see my GP?
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