Posted by ParnateStarted2008 on December 13, 2008, at 14:35:06
In reply to Re: Nardil + Insomnia - Re to 'ParnateStarted2008' » ParnateStarted2008, posted by Vincent_QC on December 13, 2008, at 7:21:07
Hi Vince, I too write long posts or I cant get out what I want to say..
My new tactic is using some small lines when needed eg.
-ca va vince
Helps some what
I like reading long posts. I am here to get as much help and information as I can. You have ALOT of knowledge and a story that, to me, is important, full of information, Similar to my problem(somewhat) and I feel so much better to hear Im not the only one feeling these horrible thoughts that come with Social Phobia. Our "bad thoughts" are different but probably not less severe. I take you seriously because you are sincerely a companion struggling with Social Phobia(and all the other metal hell that goes along with it).
Im in a small dysphoric mania right now. Im Bipolar2 like I said but I still get break through symptoms even tho im treated, just not as bad. ive been in my room/tv room/ kitchen for 3 days now(no where else). I'm easily angered, I'm mean, I want to hurt peoples feelings, I cant be around another person or I will get soo anxious Ill have to Get very mad/mean/bully them to get them away from me(a habit when I get like this), it works, they leave but I feel bad for doing it. BUT I am sure this will be gone in a few days.
I must take a very big nap now because I just want to be asleep when I feel this way..
Thank god Im A SUPER DUPER rapid cycling bipolar. I could be back to normal any second.. I just need some opiots/pheno's/Barbitui/and a butt load of any benzo so I can sleep through the whole thing for a few days and come out better...
ill talk to you soon.
Ill get right back to the convo as soon as im done this nap..