Posted by SLS on September 2, 2008, at 6:20:45
In reply to I am going to die, posted by kattwoman on September 2, 2008, at 0:54:17
> I want everyone especially the stupid Dr Lassise to to know my story before I die
Your thoughts and feelings are absolutely real. You have your own reasons for why you think death is the answer for ending your suffering. However - and as hard as this may be to understand - these thoughts and feelings you have now are tremendously influenced and colored by the mentally ill state you now suffer from.
Please believe that periodic worsenings of the ill state will occur until you find an effective treatment. These episodic worsenings usually do pass, however. Please be patient.
Maybe your story is more one of tolerance. Even if there is no worsening of your brain function, you can still have episodic psychological intolerance to the frustration and pain in which you feel helpless, hopeless, and doomed. However, this usually passes too.
The deal is this: You wouldn't want to make decisions while in the altered state of consciousness that is substance abuse intoxication. Likewise, you should try to avoid making decisions while in the altered state of depression or some other mental illness. Once this difficult time passes, things will make more sense, and you will recover your energies to fight again.
I am sorry that your need to fight continues. If you keep trying different treatments, your odds of finding relief grow. In the meantime, I hope you feel better and find some respite from such an ardent struggle.
- Scott
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