Posted by yxibow on June 7, 2008, at 3:53:24
In reply to What Does It mean When you just don't care anymore, posted by Phillipa on June 4, 2008, at 11:55:41
> I guess this is a question as I don't know but I just don't care anymore about taking meds or not taking them. If I don't take them I just fade away if I take them feel horrible and docs don't care. So what is this called I don't know nothing to do nowhere to go no one but the yelling and can't take it any more. Well I ranted I guess. Phillipa confused to the point of not caring. Find me a corner. Like a wounded animal I'll lay down. And see what happens nothing.
It's as others have called DEPRESSION. Its something that requires effort, more than the average person without a biochemical disorder, to carry their daily tasks.
"...find me a corner.." is retreat. The continual retreat just feeds upon itself. You also have to know that its NOT your fault.
I have similar ideations that my bedroom or my doctors' offices are somehow safe places. There are no safe places. This doesn't mean one needs to add that to a paranoia list, its just the way life is.
Life is never intrinsically safe, but there is always a way out sometime. If one continues to create circular arguments, it just ends up as "checkmate", and furthers decompensation, which is just a lowering of functionality -- the ability to carry out daily life and the increase of a mental disorder.
If you truly didn't care any more, you wouldn't be on here for help --- and I hope you continue to be on here and continue to try to fight the urge to retreat. If it sounds harsh it isn't meant to be.-- much wishes
Jay
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