Posted by Sky Brite Line on May 19, 2008, at 23:29:00
My proably worst nightmares, is one being forced to be on antipsychotic my whole life. I hate antipsychtotics, they give me no life, no personality, and actually for some reason cause sedation and anger because i cant think. This may be a reaction to the medication why? because it litteraly blocks out thoughts.
I dont understand, why a doctor would put me on antipsychotics. I DO NOT like them, they make me sit and stare, and 2nd i get angry on it. They defenitly do block out behavior, aggression, i was on 10mg of ablifify........i drove like i didnt know how to drive (its like it made me numb) i stared.....no life, no nothing. This is only 10mg, i went back down to 5mg because of the intense blocking of thoughts, and emotions that may of needed to come out at that time, which abilify difrectly stops anything that you can act out, you just sit and stare.
I personally hate this, i would rather be on something that is more suitable for anxiety like something called an "anti-anxiety" medication. Not "anti-psychotic" this term is used so big these days with marketing (they actually call them mood stablizers) even market them on TV!!
Thank god, i went through a day, and went through the whole day waiting for it where off. It was horrible. I hate this medcation.
Is there any other mood stabilizer that would work that is not an antipsychotic?
poster:Sky Brite Line
thread:830049
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