Posted by Pluto on May 19, 2008, at 12:05:14
In reply to Re: Pluto, posted by B2chica on May 19, 2008, at 8:20:36
> i KNOW you don't want to get fixed. you want to die, you want to find an end.
> but think about it.
> .......THEN what?
First I will answer the above:
Hey man.. Are you preaching..? I know what will be there once I find my end. There is NOTHING. Those who care may get dejected for a week or so. Then all will be back to normal. Those who stay abnormal after two weeks will get helped by psychiatrists. (I hate to say this) And please don't come with Goddamn hell kind of deterrents. I am no fool to believe there is another hell waiting for me.
Now, let me ask all of you: What is wrong with you people? This board is already got hijacked. I am the reason, but what I was asking? I was not asking for tears of sympathy. I was asking your help to ease this hell. To be specific to help me end it once and for all..! Now, you guys are obsessed with me? This sympathy, these tears please divert them to others here who are suffering. I am not the only one in this world in pain. All of you people suffer. Thats why you are the members of this board. There are better ways for you guys to spend your energy. Many are in need of your help to live a productive life. Help them please and not this man who is tired up of this life. Stop this madness here. Please focus on others, focus on others sufferings and if you can help, please do. Forget me. I will not be turned by you. Because, my problem is not tied up with a stupid Zyprexa. Drool
Solian is essentially similar to zyprexa. I have tried them both. Guys please understand. I have many problems. I am staying in a dangerous location. If I take more Zyprexa and live happy go lucky that wont last. You guys understand, I cant be more flagrant here. If I dont end myself up, I will end up by someone else. Not because I killed or robbed anyone, but because I spoke the truth. This is all I can say in this public forum.
And get it well guys I am not an angel. I lived almost a saintly life so far. But I have been a very lustful man inside. All those I suppressed in me so far are torturing my psyche. There is a way to stop this torment. I want to be lascivious. That damn psychologist got it; though she was after my money. I miss this thing. And will you guys spend your time for such a man? Get away please....
This should put an end to this business. Stop posting here. I give you my email id: those who want to say something to me can contact me. And if you want to keep yourself private not letting your id details out to me can stay away please. But do me a favor at least. Please leave this podium for those who want to live. Not for a nasty lustful subhuman like me.
This email: email@example.com
you can reach me through it, but dont try to be over smart please. I am next to none in the faculty of intellect.
This is the end. Dont inflate this thread please. Please.. Help those who are in need. I will not visit this board again.
Yes. I will not visit this board again. Stop spamming the board for me.