Posted by your#1fan on April 10, 2008, at 23:33:40
I know i said, well i cant post anymore because there are many reasons. My employers can pull up this information and use it against me. But i rerember all the people here, and its, i have to post a couple more times.
I feel, the amount of mood swings i go through the day, feeling just like basquet case, i just don't know why, one hour like just an hour ago i felt terrible, irrtible, disorinted, very bad, indescible mood. I need to get help.
Borderline personality disorder has some traits with this, my doc told me. And i do have some BPD traits, because its so hard for me to keep an stable relationship with out failing on that person. I cant keep friendships easily because i feel unstable as a person. But of course i can make friends if i want, what i heart desires is soomeone to help me.
Im not going to rant on about problems, because thats all i have to go through all day. I feel very unstable, unfocused, but you know, i've been doing pretty good, its here that i have vent how hard i have to cope with life.
I need to stop psychoanalsis of myself all the time, and live life....
Restoril at night lately has been helping.....
I asked my doctor would any other sedative, i've been on Trazadone (which i could not get out of the bed at all) Xanax is good for sleep, Klonopin is better because it decreases eletrical activity. I was on Klopoin for 2 years, it was ok, but it was so depressing.
I just hate having the feeling, that something bad is going happen, im scared, well first of all i have an anxiety disorder.....but its more than that. Its my thinking that kinda bothers me.
I have been through 3 mood changes in the last 5 hours.
Whats going on?
ill try my best to try to respond but i just cant hold on anymore. And plus im not suppost to be posting right now, but i have to ask for some advice! but i trust alll that i put.
fan
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