Posted by tunguska on April 8, 2008, at 0:53:13
Okay I told my mother I was getting off the crap a couple of weeks. It was immediately about her so I let the whole thing drop. The flu really did take over my life (the whole family had it) so I don't know where the withdrawl ended and the flu began but pretty nuch everything (except a sore throat and upset tummy)is past me. So I tell my husband and he laughed in my face and told me I was stupid. I would be upset if I hadn't expected him to do this but this is how he reacts to people in general not just me. Now its a trust issue and he actually kicked me out of HIS bedroom (oh yeah multiple layers of diisorder here whee) telling me my happiness and health are his primary concerns. He has a funny way of showing it. He wouldn't shut up long enough for me to tell him the truth and suddenly I just don't need to "win". He sites his cousin who blew his head off a year ago. I have not now nor have I ever felt the urge to do such. I've never been emotionally out there enough to get my back to the wall that way. I just don't feel the need to take drugs for a condition I never had just because he thinks its okay to yell at me and tell me I'm stupid. I'm not even mad (no not detached either) I just feel good for a change (except for the real flu thing) and want to be left my happy place.
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