Posted by Fivefires on April 5, 2008, at 16:20:34
In reply to Re: klonopin/xanax questions » Fivefires, posted by cactus on April 5, 2008, at 1:24:15
Cactus ... I 'was' doing very well and functioning well on just the anxiety medication, but,
I don't think I've been totally forthcoming w/ the degree of my depression here.
The overwhelming anxiety I experienced yesterday just to leave my house for an appt. left me so angry and upset and embarrassed w/ myself and my life, I came home, ran for a pepsi, ran for my pills, swallowed 'em down, and curled up like a baby in my deceased father's throw.
I'd probably be there right now if I weren't here and if I weren't on modafinal (Provigil).
I was raised to present myself as having it all together and I don't mean to lie or deceive, but
I think it's about time I fess up to really having gotten to the point where 'the anxiety which once really was my only emotional problem', had, 'alongside some very bad life events', now pushed me into a deep depression.
It's damn hard for me to say this.
5f
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