Posted by your#1fan on March 22, 2008, at 0:10:38
I just saw a very GOOD board certified psychiatrist that gave me a diagonses that finally has fitted most my sympmtoms.
Its an mild mild mild form of Autism, thats why i've always been so slow on things, catching on, oh god, what happens if i continue to grow retared?
I feel this such inferiority now because, i always tried to keep up with people, and now i know why i cant keep up with people, its because im slow.
"People with autism have social impairments and often lack the intuition about others that many people take for granted"
"However, they do form attachments to their primary caregivers"
Here just look it up....http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Asperger_syndrome
This gives me such a birden that i was this way my entire, well most of my life. Its actaully taking place right now. Thats why i grew into it, i never made social contacts. THIS is why i knew there was something always wrong with me.
I always continuaslly needed something to help me concentrate, and as i said, ms. Dearest did not get me the help i VITALLY need. I am not treated for Attention Prolems, memory problems,
What would work from what i've heard is therpy with others, like me.
Also medication too help my danm brain to focus would help. I spent two hours staring at the wall, while i was suppost to be doing my paper, i just stared, got up and walked around, could not sit down.
This is why i post here in need of advice just for going through out the day. I have a form of autism. Im clumys, very behind on social skills, speech is random and gets on people's nerves because i repeat myself CONTANTLY!
But so it goes.....this is why days are so hard for me, i take every account in self-control and acting normal, but really i feel fear, behind, stupidtity, and shame.
If you are familiar with this help me, i am getting professional help, THANK GOODNESS! but just tell me what you think?
your#1fan
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