Posted by tepi on December 2, 2007, at 21:03:52
I feel terrible , told mom to forget about me , she could be happy with my brother and her next grandson.
I just want to die now. I am thinkin very strong in it.
dont wanna call anybody , just rest in peace
dont know why im posting this sh*t , i ve been in my bed the whole weekeend
i wanna close the door of the kitchen take seroquel and my bed there and sleep,and before that open the
gas door so the CO2 kills me while sleeping,
no suffering like this
i really want to do it , im tired
i had planned this in the past but I never do nothing, you may think I just wanna call your attention
I dont have noone to talk now,maybe that is why im posting this stupid thing
maybe I shoudl take risperdal or and OLD AP maybe the sedation would help me