Posted by Guy on June 17, 2007, at 19:10:03
Eleven years of abject misery. Meds make me either sick or suicidal yet I can't survive without them. Once tried to quit and ended up in emergency after going ten days (no exaggeration) without a wink of sleep. Phobia of not sleeping...so bad that I have to take benzos just to lie down on the couch. Headache, neckache, backache, and the list goes on and on. The worst part is that there is no hope of recovery...just more meds and more suffering. AD's make me jump out of my skin and benzos give me sh#* sleep. Ap's make me feel like I've been poisoned. Who the f### ever invented this hell on Earth?