Posted by CEK on March 26, 2006, at 22:38:29
In reply to Re: answer me someone please !!! » Tepiaca, posted by TylerJ on March 26, 2006, at 11:25:24
Tepi, does your family know how bad you feel? Do you get to talk to them? Can you go stay with them until you get back on your feet? You don't need to be by yourself right now. I feel alot like you do and am not working because of my condition. It is so hard to get treatment when money is low, so at least try to go to your family so they can at least give you the love you need. They will always love you and would hate to think that you would consider harming yourself. They would have to live with that forever! Have you asked them for help? At least you are chating on this site with people that care about your well being. I know it helps me feel like I'm not the only one with problems. It makes us all put our issues on hold and think about how bad others have it. I never attempted suicide although have thought about it and made plans. I was always affraid that I would screw it up and live my life as a vegetable or paralized and then I'd really be worse off. I also couldn't stand the thought of the ones I love feeling bad or thinking if they just would've known maybe they could've done something. You've made great accomplishments so far in life. Look at your schooling! That's more than alot of people even myself have done! Don't be too proud to ask for help, you're worth it! And it will get better,even though the job situation is making matters worse for you. It sounds like you do have God in your life even if you feel like there is no one else. Do you read the Bible? Not to preach, but when times were really bad for me Proverbs gave me strength. Also, if you've spoken to God and promised Him how you would be if He helped you through this, keep praying to him. God doesn't answer the occational pray all the time. Sometimes you really have to stay on Him. This I know from experience. Pray to Him constantly if you can't do anything else, you should still be able to this. He will listen, He just has to know you are sincere and really need Him. When all else fails you, go to Him. He's waiting for you to ask for His help. I believe things like this happen so you will be pulled closer to Him. I believe that He does things to shake your tree and wake you up so you will turn your life around and bring yourself closer to Him. Sorry to preach, I just know at my darkest hour He's always been there when I really needed Him. He'll be there for you too. Don't give up!
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