Posted by bigcat on November 28, 2005, at 21:55:27
In reply to Re: SUCESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!, posted by Phillipa on November 28, 2005, at 20:04:16
Thank you. I have so much love for you all.
We are truly united in this. Undiagnosed at age 10 with onset of depression/OCD/anxiety. Eight years of quiet desperation before trying AD's. For six years I walked incessantly to the local phramacy and picked up new meds, each week seeming worse than the last. I never thought twice about ECT. I didn't let two seizures from med toxicity stop me. I couldn't have deteriorated anymore, and yet I did. My mind would find new and horrifyingly brutal avenues to attack myself with. It was so hard. School buses past as I walked on the sidewalk and I would think "two step to the left, that's all it would take to end this." But what I always kept in my head was a new take on the old saying which is: THERE HAS TO BE A CALM AFTER THE STORM. There has to, and there always is. Please believe this.One Love My Friends,
-matt-
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