Posted by rjlockhart98 on September 7, 2005, at 20:53:11
I have been going through periods of strange, wierd time periods usally around 7:00 at night, a feeling of alertness, urgence to keep alert feeling that thoughts may lose control. Very high alertness, it is triggered i dont know by what.
This started with insomnia and shock that i cannot go to sleep it was tramatizing. When i was on adderall.
this feeling of "off balance" which does trigger this state, it almost becomes full emergency mode. A feeling almost that i feel, i dont know, strangeness, disconnection. I go into adrenaline mode when this happens becuase its a signal that I have to stay alert and with reality. Its almost stimulanting as amphetamine.
What is happening to me? i dont know if this is dissociation.
There is ALOT going through life right now, i almost think that i cant hold on.
I am taking Dexedrine 20mg, Klonopin 4mg, Zyprexa 2.5mg
I dont know if i should move up on the Zyprexa.
Please respond anything.