Posted by Rjlockhart98 on May 16, 2005, at 17:24:27
High School is finally over, well exept for graduation this sunday.
I've been posting here for about 1.5- 2 years i belive, and it has helped t know if what im this anxiety is common or psychiatric insanity.
I'm taking Ativan [lorazapeam] 1 X 3 daily. Which really doesnt work very well. I consider it almost unnoticable during a "survival mode", Siqorney Weaver from the film Alien (1979) running around the ship after everyone is killed trying to get to the escape pod, with the alarm going off making me on the break of collapse.
I feel im trying to run from insanity, running from doom.
I need to talk to my pdoc soon, i really havent had much time, i've got to get stable now with a Job, and collage...
Klonopin now, i wished i didnt say it wanst doing anything, it had a more "relief" effect during some sonic stress blowdown than Ativan, and i took only .5mg.
Ativan well, i've said this over before, it doesnt calm in a "relieving" sense, it a more "numbed" sense, it doenst at all make panic stop only at high doses such as 4mg, it still doenst do a good job. Labled for panic disorder, i dont think so, only "main" quality i've read its it has anti-manic properties. Klonopin has the same. Plus about depression, it numbs emotions like somekind of AD, i do believe it is of choice for calming Psychotic symptoms, just from a couple medical websites, but i dont know how accurate.
Anyway, i dropped nicotine habit, main you talk about disorientation, i only used to strike a cigg during a adrenaline alert.
I have very rapid fluctuations in mood, i take adderall, that could be responsible for some of it. I dont think its BI-1, i cant keep a stable mood through out the day, is all i can say.
, im frustrated right now, so i thought i should post, i havent done that in a while, and get some advice now.
THanks, i hope that you are together too.
chill
Matt
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