Posted by KaraS on January 4, 2005, at 17:53:37
In reply to Re: For Linkadge, posted by linkadge on January 4, 2005, at 14:33:44
> I'm deathly suicidal right now. A dreadfull low point. Spending time contimplating the end.
>
> Oh sure, its a caring world, but not an aiding world.
There's good and there's bad in the world. Your depression is only allowing you to see the bad right now.>
> The drugs don't work, they only make it worse.
> The world is falling out from beneith my feet. The drugs I once hoped in (although rarely gleaned relif from) have now been statistically
> shown to be little better than sugar pills.
>
You are ignoring all of the people here who have posted about amazing recoveries. You said yourself in an old post that the mind doesn't allow you to remember what it's like to feel good when you're feeling so bad.
> Mother mice will stand on their baby mice in order to avoid being burned on a hot plate. (learned that is psych class) When will people realize that we are no different. Oh sure we say differently to convince ourselves that we are in controll, but when it comes down to it, its every man for himself. And this man is gone.
We are not mice. I would take a bullet just to protect one of my cats - let alone if I had a child. Unfortunately there are selfish ruthless people in the world but there are also good, kind, selfless ones.
> Happiness is a gift that God whimsically gives to who he pleases.Life is definitely unfair - but that really doesn't mean that you can't be happy.
Ed is right. There are so many powerful medications out there that you haven't tried yet.
What about using your rTMS machine now? Please hang in there.
Kara
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