Posted by lostforwards on October 29, 2004, at 11:39:43
"I used to like math" said the doc... I don't. I didn't. I liked thinking.
But I used to, under stress, spin things. When I was put on a low dose AP in the night for sleep, and the rest in the morning it got even harder to stop acting weird under stress. I couldn't look people in the face. Developed sterotypies. The doctor would just up the dose.
Note: I was hyperdopaminergic naturally in either phases of my bipolar. They didn't tell me everything though.
Now 4 weeks later. I feel emotionally flat. My arms don't swing at all. I have little to no drive. I find it difficult to think. My mind goes completely blank. My will feels as if it's been crushed. My sex drive is dead. I care about hardly anything except, by a hair, this problem. All things related to the frontal lobes.... has he screwed me over for life. Could he do something like that?
What was he doing to me? what's happened to me?
This isn't just typical withdrawal. I know that as a fact.
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