Posted by saw on September 29, 2004, at 4:46:53
In reply to Re: I'm EXTREMELY distressed » saw, posted by partlycloudy on September 29, 2004, at 4:41:15
I am exercising on a health walker at the moment and using weights for my oh so flabby arms. My H is going to teach me kickboxing soon too. So physically I am quite active.
I am so severely critical of myself, I cannot imagine not checking in mirrors. I have bought bigger clothes, but that just made me even more depressed. My biggest concern is that my H finds me unattractive. He has assured me he doesn't but I have noticed that he doesn't touch or hold me as much. And it has been a long time since he has said that I'm beautiful. Best I get sometimes is that I look nice. Guess that's better than nothing.
All these woes from an AD. Effexor happy pill helping brain but not body. And pdoc wants me to take it for life? I'll get so big I'll spontaneously combust!!
Sabrina
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