Posted by mattsit on June 15, 2004, at 9:17:28
In reply to Re: SOMEONE HELP ME, posted by Charm on June 15, 2004, at 9:02:15
Charm,
Thanks for your advice. I feel im close to moving on, I just need to get past this hump. I am from the belief that a lie to a loved one is never acceptabable, but in this situation all parties might be better off if we just move forward. As it stands today, I love my wife, and she's doing better. The ex is fine and moved on, Im the only one still trapped under this immense guilt. I love her so much It kills me to see her in pain. The last time I went nuts (and went on the paxil then lexapro) I was afraid i was losing her then too. I was afraid I was dying of something, if not one thing, than another....turns out I wasnt dying and my health was clear, but I didnt believe it until after months of paxil use. Thats why I believe i need to go back on the medicine, and then my mind will allow me to realize this wasnt a big deal in the scheme of things, and everything is going to be fine. I just want to move on!
poster:mattsit
thread:356826
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