Posted by ST on April 12, 2004, at 19:15:28
In reply to Re: Please help me... I don't know what to do..., posted by taintedangel on April 8, 2004, at 18:39:21
Please forgive yourself and move forward. You're seeing a doctor, you have a boyfriend who really cares- you're doing everything you can right now to help yourself, and you should be proud of yourself. You are moving forward whether it feels like it or not.
What med is your doc going to put you on?
Sarah> follow up
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> *sigh* I was starting to do a bit better but I have slipped again. My doctor wants to change my medication but is going to wait another two weeks. Hopefully the transition is as bad as the other time I switched. *crosses fingers*
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> My boyfriend recently discovered that I cut and made me promise that I wouldn't and if I felt the urge I'd call him. Well today was areally bad day for me today. The urge was so great and when I kept fighting the urge I started hyper ventilating. I couldn't get a hold of anyone and started flipping out. I ended up cutting again and I feel so ashamed for breaking a promise to the person I care about so dearly. I feel so horrible and guilty. I don't know what to do...
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