Posted by katia on December 17, 2003, at 14:57:43
In reply to Re: Quit the Topamax?, posted by Karen_kay on December 17, 2003, at 13:17:22
Wow. Thanks Karen.
Although I moving into insomnia now, I am not so crazy. The night I was thinking about suicide as an option out of pain if nothing else works, I had a dream. I dreamt that I had a terminal illness and I was looking onto my life and feeling like "no, I can't leave yet! I've endured the bad, now I want the good!". I was very sad and I realized that I trully love life, I"m just sad because I haven't had the ability to feel it and appreciate it.
I'm better now. The impulse passed. Thanks for your concern.
I'm seeing my pdoc in two days and I'll probably go on Lithium.
take care Karen_Kay
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