Posted by PrincessWorkstooMuch on November 23, 2003, at 12:21:44
In reply to Anyone here with severe social anxiety employed?, posted by fuzzymind on December 9, 2002, at 2:27:35
I have been working full time for the past four years. I sleep the entire weekend away just to complete another work week. Xanax is a MUST! Its funny how people seem to pick up on your insecurites and how cruel they can be. People are so so mean and immature. Suicide is always in the back of my mind as a means to an end. I have gained at least sixty pounds working there. (thrown out the scale) I tell myself the good things that have come out of it such as purchasing a home by myself, a new car, and sending my son to a good college.....but it gets worse each day. The house I purchased has been sitting empty for seven months now. I can't get up the energy to move in. I wish I knew the answers. I am 41 and all I ever wanted to do is stay home and cook and clean. Born in the wrong time I soppose?