Posted by KimberlyDi on November 18, 2003, at 8:18:12
In reply to can any1 help me?im losing the plot!!!, posted by ditzypixy on November 17, 2003, at 16:07:25
Why do I get the feeling that you are your own worst enemy?
I didn't reply the first time because I didn't know what "the plot" was.
One day at a time? I'm living one second at a time right now. In terror of my soon-to-be-ex and in terror of myself. I can't sleep at night because of fear. I can't think during the day because panic and anxiety are crowding everything out and my world's focus narrows down on things that stump me and I don't know how to fix it or fix anything. I'm broke, I don't have a fence for my dogs, they are destroying my carpet, my soon-to-be-ex is trying to get me fired at work, and i'm sooooo DAMN tired. my meds are gone. who would steal Imipramine???
i guess i'm losing the plot too.
thanks for inviting me to share.
KDi in TX> please can someone give me advice and i dont mean some sarcastic shite like kil yourself you sap,i can go to my friends for that,thanks.
> please just genuine people who feel similarly or can give advice.im so scared im really at the edge,wherever that is,hell,pugatory,i dunno. my friends say snap out of it,that i bring it on myself,ive given up trying to explain its no more something i want to be feeling anymore than its someones fault if they have flu! and my shrink acts like hes just hit up with oxy before the session,and i cant get a new one cos its nhs,he doesnt listen at all,every week im something differnet,psychotic,bipolar,add,depressed,and been on the corresponding drugs for the lot. and my parents are both dead.youre probably thinking,shut up already,if anyones actually reading this! id just like some advice from others who feel like theyre losing it,too,so i wont feel so mental on my own.
poster:KimberlyDi
thread:280601
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