Posted by katia on September 13, 2003, at 19:48:01
In reply to Re: Let me run this question by you, Barb-cat » fluffy, posted by BarbaraCat on September 13, 2003, at 16:25:12
I feel like I'm being ignored, am I?
I was reading your Monkey's posting Barb (btw, did you make that up?) I didn't really read the whole thing - maybe my ADD mind!? I've been thinking about that I might have ADD rather or also. And/or BPD as you said. So you tried Ritalin? No good? At least you found out.
If you did make it up - WOW! what an imagination you have there. And how wonderfully you are able to get that across in such a creative articulate way!
I started my Lamictal 5g today. You know I had two good days and then crashed again last night. It was circumstantial. But the circumstance didn't warrant me tearing out in the middle of a ceremony in tears in a HUGE crowdful of people b/c I was hurt by a friend(s). I cried the night and the morning away. And thought, "hey, I may be caught again in my mood swing. Would ANYONE have reacted like that?"
Just to let you know, I self-medicated! That'll be the code word from now on. I went straight for the beach, got another friend and bottle of dopamine and watched the sunset. Ahhhh. much better.
Want to hear the most transporting music ever ever???? (ok ok alternatives board for music therapy). Arvo Part "Alina". Lovely jubley. Simple, yet conveys the deep mystical lovely beauty of life.
It helped me get thru' the night and the morning, I tell ya what!
I highly recommend it!
let me know how you are. I'm a sensitive type! I think you may be upset with me.