Posted by pumpkin on July 10, 2003, at 16:01:41
In reply to Re: Alternative » sme, posted by trucker on July 6, 2003, at 18:12:24
Dear T,
I'm just browsing around the posts, and came
across yours. My heart goes out to you, I
lost a full term son (my only-I have all girls).
I've had a heck of a life too! I won't go
into it, but the "church" (I left it), told me
that my "problems" were because of un-submissiveness (if they only would have investigated what was REALLY going on)! Anyway,
another time-another post perhaps. I'm here.
It has been mans choices for me, but NOT the Lords
for alot of my life. Stand firm- you get alot of
crap. Ever wonder why? The Lord loves us ALL-
no matter what we've done, or will do! The cross-
just you and Him, not others!I've been off Lex now for over 3 weeks. I'm tired
of being "vulnerable" and drugged. For the first
time in over 12? years- I'm med free and trying
to see what is what. I'm not saying that meds
aren't good, but I had to do this, and I don't
regret it one bit. I'm doing what I want to do
for a change, which I don't think is "unhealthy"
a bit! Still fighting depression (on or off meds)
but haven't had "panic" attacks yet (bracing
myself somewhat). Dealing with memories (bad)
myself, and praying for the Lords wisdom in all
this. I now know that the ECT messed me up
perm.. I warn people, and am getting actively
involved especially with the vulnerable, and
elderly.Will try to post down the line, and nice to see
some posts from the oldtimers!LOL!
poster:pumpkin
thread:109458
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