Posted by daizy on March 16, 2003, at 10:06:40
A part of me believes that if I think something about someone they will be able to know what Im thinking, then I try so hard to stop thinking that it becomes obsessive. I let the thoughts dictate my behaviour, ie, what I wear, where I will go, what I will do, everything. Like if I know someone who knows me is going to be at say, a supermarket, I wont go, incase they know what Im thinking about them. Its getting really bad, the meds I am taking arent helping... what is this? what meds will help? I think its more complicated than just anxiety... Thinking about my relationships with people has only just made me realise what a big problem this is. I have an appointment with the GP soon, and have held pretty much everything back for fear of what he might think.... anyone has any advise on how to put this to my doc? I am scared that he will think I am just making it up because of the anxiety, whereas I have had it all my life but thought it was normal..
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