Posted by Jaynee on January 28, 2003, at 17:13:38
Well, I went back on Celexa today. I have started at only 5mg. It could have nothing to do with Celexa, but I feel like getting wasted. Haven't felt that way in a very long time. Last time I was on Celexa I would get the same craving, but didn't drink on it, because it made me feel sick.
I am though feeling almost suicidal right now. I am not in a state of extreme anxiety, like I was when I started the Celexa last year, but this time I am really messed up. I have accused my husband of cheating, which wasn't totally unrealistic. Then I figured out his password for hotmail and then emailed his bestfriend, pretending to be him, to find out if he really is cheating. That is just not like me, so that is why I started the Celexa today. Then I went to try on swim suits for a vacation I am supposed to be going on, and all I wanted to do was slash my wrists. I know there are worse things to be upset about, and I am just not being rational. I don't really think I will harm myself, but I just can't seem to get it out of my freakin head.
poster:Jaynee
thread:137993
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