Posted by Sadsack on January 19, 2003, at 17:24:31
In reply to Re: Car crashing » Mock5, posted by EGR on January 16, 2003, at 23:52:04
And speaking of psychological scarring, trust me you were right! My siblings and I are textbook examples of what happens to children at each stage of development when their mother dies. That would be the real reason I didn't go thru with the whole "car thing". I know how it feels to be on the other end. (and we didn't even know mom committed suicide until we were adults) Good Call EGR
amen and amen for good drugs!
> Nah... not me. I wanted to die... I wanted the pain to stop, but until the thoughts started popping in, I didn't realize it... First I just really wanted to harm myself... then I tried alienating my best friends... the only time I held it together was when I was around my husband and kids... I just didn't want my kids growing up knowing their mother killed herself... I thought that would be psychologically damaging to them... LOL!!! like losing their mom wouldn't! Thank God for interventions and drugs!!