Posted by Mr Cushing on December 14, 2002, at 12:44:40
In reply to Re: BP II peeps--Krysti--WE MISS YOU!!, posted by fluffy on December 14, 2002, at 12:22:10
Hey Katy, what's your email? This "might" have happened... but Hotmail is probably the easiest email for me to use, and since it has a habit of flooding my inbox with junkmail, I have a number of @___.com addresses just blocked in general. That's what happened with me and Krysti.I know EXACTLY what you mean... I don't trust Doctors at all. The two that I'm with now though know this, so with them it's all good anyways. My PDoc I've known since I was like 4 years old (she's retiring this year *shivers*) and my MD, the first time I met him he asked me about my previous history with MDs and I'm like, ummmm... I haven't been to one in years, and he's like, why not? I'm like, because I don't trust them. I tell them something, and instead of telling me what's on their mind, they're always like oh, hmmmm... I'm like Sh!t... I'm taking time out to come here and tell you what's honestly going on with me, and you can't even give me a straight forward answer, so instead, for the last 6-7 years, whenever I needed a Doctor I just went to a Walk-In Clinic because at least they would treat me like a stranger and not just "pretend" to know me or that I really mattered.... So after that, he's been VERY honest with me, telling me exactly what's going on, what I should do next concerning my condition, what my maximum dosage should be, the different ADs that I could have tried after I went off of Effexor and started to fall back into a depression, etc. All in medical language, per say, but I'm intelligent enough to understand what he's talking about.
You know, some MS's don't work to stabilize you by themselves. Like right now, I'm on 500mg of Depakote, 20mg of Celexa, and 1.5mg of Klonopin per day. The Celexa, since I was at first taking it at night, was causing me insomnia. Now I've switched it to the mornings, and I feel really good.
I went out for a while last night... Need to really get it through my stubborn head, NO ALCOHOL AT ALL. I went to sleep and all at the regular time, but I just feel really "blah" and kind of PO'd today. That's happened the last few times that I've had even one drink. I had one beer last night... same thing...
Oh yeah, and Eva's boat came in alright. She was on this huge "sailboat" and what happened was that they ran out of wind.... The Captain took excellent care of them though while they were stuck at sea, and she's back in Ottawa. I was just talking to her yesterday. So that's kind of cheered me up quite a bit. When I heard that the boat came in alright, it was like I could actually breathe again.
K, enuff rambling.... where's Krysti???
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