Posted by sid on January 16, 2002, at 10:46:10
In reply to Re: No, don't! » sid, posted by MB on January 16, 2002, at 10:31:38
Don't be sorry, we all have our bad days. That's why we're all here, posting from time to time.
I'm glad I could help. Keep us posted and don't loose hope. You clearly took the right step in calling your father. Some solution will come out of it all for you.
Take care and keep in touch.
- Sid
> > Suicide stops the pain, but it also prevents anything good from happening to you in the future !
> >
> > Why don't you check yourself into a hospital, they will be able to help you. Or call an ambulance if you're not able to get there on your own.
> >
> > Please stay with us... As long as there's life, there's hope ! Write again soon and let us know how it's going for you.
> >
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> I'm sorry to be such a whiner. That was really immature of me. I think I just needed a voice of reason to tell me not to kill myself. Thank you for being that voice of reason. I don't want to die (death is boring) but the pain gets so bad. I didn't take any Prozac this morning but I took 100 mg of Neurontin and I am feeling extremely doped up and the suicidal rage/akathisia is getting better. I've been on the phone with my father who is really supportive (and much more of a "go-getter" than I am) and I told him that I was hopeless and sick and the meds were making me worse and he is going to try to help me find help that works. If it gets bad again I will go to the hospital. I think I need to space my neurontin doses closer together. Thanks for listening, I think that's the closest I've been ever to...you know...
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> Thank you and sorry
> for the histrionics,
>
> MB
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