Posted by dove on December 11, 2001, at 12:05:16
In reply to Re: I want to die, posted by ivoovi on December 10, 2001, at 19:08:10
Call your Doc ASAP!
Reduce Wellbutrin (but don't stop taking it altogether unless doc says so!) Reduce the Neurontin. If you're going to make it through finals then you need to keep your head together. When your hyped you think you can fly through this, but then the crash and emotional cataclysm follows, which leaves you unable to do what you *need* to do.
I really do know what you're feeling, not exactly due to the fact that I am me and you are you. Anyway, I have had this experience many-many times before, usually Wellbutrin and/or Prozac are involved.
Are you cycling through this chaos on a daily basis (i.e. noon you feel great, 8 pm you feel completely floorless), or is this a couple of days flying and now you're on a downslide that isn't letting up???
Are you sleeping? If you're not sleeping you can easily slide into a very dark and lonely place, a place that offers a line to step across that will decide your entire future. Don't go there! If you aren't sleeping normal (or at all, or all the time) you should call your doc this second! All of my suicidal attempts were acted out after not sleeping for a couple of days.
Let us know how you are doing and I'll keep you in my thoughts and prayers!
dove
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