Posted by Zo on October 2, 2001, at 15:26:55
In reply to Re: mood disorders, ketoconazole, etc - Scott, Cecilia » Elizabeth, posted by SLS on October 2, 2001, at 13:48:30
> For me, 9 years ago seems more like 9 months ago. I think >being so vegetative and without the varied activities that >most people experience daily has caused time to slip >away for me and somehow become compressed. By >contrast, a single day in an improved state can contain >more life in it than a full year of my depressed state.
Yes!> This also applies to personal growth and >self-actualization.
Oh yes!
> During this time, there were not enough hours in a day >to do everything I felt like doing. Every moment became >an actualization of my potential mental and physical >experience.
Ahem. I too have had many such golden times. Every symptom of my Chronic Fatigue is *gone*, I think I'm cured, I have posture , I am free of pain, a busy, happy little bee. . .and, god damn it, they've all been one form of mania or another.
And since my Bipolar has gotten spectacularly worse, I am now on a forced search for a Feel Good that isn't mania. Of course, as my pdoc said, they are only the tiniest degree apart.
Zo
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