Posted by NikkiT2 on August 24, 2001, at 13:17:57
I feel lousy, and have no where to turn.
I wqas part of a very close internet communitity that I am no longer part of. I was driven insane by one members inane pollyanna ramblings and felt I had no choice but to leave... I tried calling out for help there, to try and talk to them, but I got no replies... They were all too interested in the new member to worry about old hands that were falling off the edge of the cliff.
Where do I go now. They were my life line.
I just feel so darned lonely and yet again, I have had enough.
I can't get any decent medical care (my pdoc can only fit me in every 3 months or so... and thats all the care I recive as I can't afford to go private.
When will this all end. Will I ever get relief. I doubt it, so whats the damned point??