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rTMS, hospital and horrible anxietySHOULDI GO LONG

Posted by Anna P. on June 13, 2001, at 13:42:20

I wanted to participate in a study for rTMS. I'm aware the effect is transitory,
but they give you some reccomendations at the end of sessions how to maintain your medication treatment.
Now I have a horrible seasonal depresion with anxiety.
The anxiety is triggered by the fact I need to go to the hospital.
My another option is to go on Marplan/Nardil + Lithium.
The problem is that i always respond than stop responding. So what I will do if that happen?
My Pdoc is very expensive and I see him in another city.
Now, my research doctor was so cool, and explained everything to me.
I'm scared of all these tests such as PET scan, basically now when I thing hospital my anxiety jumps up and I suffer.
i already have a ticket, packed myself, would like to go, but anxiety
controls my mind and body, and won't let me go.

My husband got upset, he doesn't now what anxiety is.
He wants me to go. He is totally collapsed and doesn't
see any changes for us in our life if I don't do something.

Please what is your opinion?

I just want to do something, but anxiety paralyzes me.
I want to cut the suffering and go on Marplan.
I don't care what happen next. I was once on Lithum, and I had no benefit,
but I went fat, and my face was round, with double chin.
So this is my future, to be fat, ugly, crazy bitch than
even can't work?
My Pdoc doesn't care about my quality of my life, but health comes first, right?
There is no other choices, I tried them all, including

Anna P.




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