Posted by krista on June 10, 2001, at 17:40:37
In reply to running out of options, posted by zarathustra on February 13, 2001, at 22:36:43
I feel the same way, I have been depressed since I ws 5. Barely made it out od school. Have never been able to hold a job.
I also have the same feelings toward life and the world as you do. I wish I could be more postive about things.
Antidepressants help a little to curb the depression, but I still feel it. I used to lie there in bed everyday for hours staring at the celing
in almost physical pain from the depression. It's the worst feeling in the worls, you feel like death wont even take away the pain.. You scream and cry
but it doesn't go away. I have tried lots and lots of antidepressants and none
allow me to lead a normal life. I don't know what to do anymore. I can't live in this world without being able to support myself. I feel that this world is too hard for sick people