Posted by kerryB on July 25, 2000, at 3:42:25
In reply to New diagnosis today-Diassociate disorder-anyone?, posted by kerryB on July 20, 2000, at 23:46:11
> I weny for my second visit to the post traumatic therapist and filled in 200 + questionaires which has now diagnosed me with DID, Disassociate something disorder.
> Apparently my score was extremely high so now I have to wait 3 weeks until she comes back from holidays. There is so much junk in my head at the moment, it's all a whirl! Things that I though I had forgotter all came flooding back today so I feel quite depressed!!!
> Just wondering if anyone else has been through this type of therapy. It just adds to all the other things I've been diagnosed with, how is one supposed to get on with their life if they don't know how they're supposed to feel and act?
> I am very confused and I don't really know who I am at the moment. After the visit, i backslid, maybe I am supposed to be doing that but I wish it wasn't so!!!!
> Oh well, what to do now? Nothing. Sit. Depressed.......
Went to see the psych today and after a few questions, he upped my zyprexa to 15mg and put me on cogentin as well to combat the irritability so now I am on a real cocktail, zyprexa, lithium, cogentin and diazepam.
Hubby was there being my spokesperson as he can explain better than I can, he mainly spoke about the hyperactivity and the lack of sleep I am having but still keep on going.
I was disorientated and didn't even know why I was at the psychs office, it was really strange.
I have been so confused as of late, more than before and I belieive I have done something but I haven't and the list goes on.I could have sworn I went out in the morning but my hub assures me that I didn't but i could really feel that I had. I don't know, sorry for boring you all with this stuff but I find it good to express what is in my mind.
I am alone tonight and am at a loss, looking for things to do, I have to do something. Just finished painting and now.......I don't know.
O.k I will close for now sorry guys!!!!!!Kerry
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