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Re: harry b........Countdown

Posted by JudithC on June 13, 2000, at 12:52:56

In reply to Re: harry b........Countdown, posted by harry b. on June 13, 2000, at 10:26:24

> >
> >
> >
> > harry b.,are you ready to return to work? The countdown is almost here. And,are you off of the Celexa entirely?
> >
> > All my best.....JudithC
>
> Hi Judith- 'Countdown' sounds ominious
>
> Thanks for asking. NO! I'm not ready to go back to
> work, & believe me I know the clock is ticking
> (seems to be ticking faster & faster). I saw my
> pdoc yesterday and her sage advice was to "just
> do it." Wasn't there an advertisement with that
> jingle in it? Seriously, I am very anxious about
> returning. Forget anxious, I'm frightened of it.
> I'm afraid of:
> 1) oversleeping & being late
> 2) missing days
> 3) stress, my ability to handle it, & my performance
> 4) the reactions of co-workers (being labeled a 'head case')
> 5) the entire corporate game, where middle management
> personnel are the first to be sent to the firing
> line & the most convenient to blame
>
> Ah, I'm ranting. I'd rather be a skilled craftsman
> and make violins or something.
>
> I'm down to 10mg Celexa now, should be 0 by the
> end of the week. I just added Wellbutrin to my
> med cocktail today. I had taken it several years
> ago with some benefit. At least I'll be free of
> the dreaded SSRI's & their side effects.
>
> How are you doing Judith? I forget where you live,
> but we're back to rain & T-storms and lower temps
> after a week or so of sunny warm weather here in
> Pa.
>
> Take Care My Friend,
> hb

Have you ever rehearsed and dwelled upon a dialogue in your head about just how you will say this and that and such and such to someone only to then meet with that person or whomever and the dialogue is all for naught,because the situation or discussion worked out so well and so easily? Yet,the time and the conversation going around and around in your head has been so exhausting and draining as you prepare yourself for the worse case scenario.....sad to say that I continue to do this and I am old as dirt,harry!
It would appear that you dread so much returning to your "career" all because you are spinning these fears around and around in your mind. It may be that one or all are valued concerns OR that one or all may not be of any concern,because you have taken so much time up in your leisure fretting about them to the point of immobilizing yourself. Please,I don't mean to demean any of your fears for I have so many begetting babies in my own mind....I have generations living and thriving here!!! The long and the short of it all is that your doctor may be correct in that you need to "just do it". You can walk away from the job in time should you need to,but first go forth and accomplish then set some sort of goal for yourself to create and set in motion the freedom of doing your own creative,career thing.
My bet is upon you,harry b. You have that drive,that spark to "ignite" your life,'cause your words say this.....

It's hot and humid here in coastal NC. Please do try to send some of that rain and cooler temps our way.

Later.........JudithC


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